Monday, May 28, 2007

Giggles

I just discovered craigslist.com! How could a wonderful site like this go under my radar for so long? They have everything under the sun listed for your convinience. It's like I've hit the end of the rainbow and here's my pot of gold. And you can specify what area you are looking around. To whomever invented "the list," a thank you from me.

For a laugh read the personals. They give me the giggles.

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

Life Without

I haven't taken my meds for the second night running and I feel fine. Besides actually feeling. So have you ever seen Garden State? Where he decides not to take the drugs anymore? Well, everything just seems more beautiful and more deep. Like I feel like I have a greater appreciation for things without the medication. I feel more lonely. Which I think is good. Why should you stop feelings which for thousands of years have propigated the human race?
I miss my dad and wish my mom didn't still love my dad and deny it all the freakin' time. It's like the only person who can tell her that she's sad is herself. And she can't tell herself because she's in denial. And I think way too much about my mom and her feelings. What about my life?
Well, it's going well. The two job thing with freelance writing or marketing on the side may take some getting used to, but I'm handling it alright.
Oh, side-note - my mom doesn't know I'm not taking the meds, so keep it on the DL, alright peoples?